Reclaiming Our Pride....
so, we all went out to Gunstock, New Hampshire to rock a big festival.
we had a blast, the weather was beautiful, the people were very generious and very cool, we learned more then we dreamed we would, and we lost more money then i care to think about.
playing outside with the sun beating down on you does two things.
1. after a few songs, you get very tired and start to play really sloppy.
2. makes you sweat so bad you can hardly hold a pick let alone stay standing up.
after a string of near nightmare situations (running out of gas in the middle of no where, major delays in the airport, being told we might not see our guitars again, not making enough money for food....) we returned home depressed, and relieved, and much smarter.
we spoke with our "courting" label a bit a decided that it would better for both parties to simply not do this deal. it actually came down to a reality check more then anything. the band wants to go a certain direction and the label has other bands on their roster hammering them for more stuff. we would end up not getting the promo budget we wanted, and the label would not be able to promote the record the way they would need to in order to sell units. we feel much better about this then it would seem. the guys at the label are friends of mine, and i'd rather have every one be honest then just do a deal that turns sour.
we got back to KC, had one day off, and jumped into 3 straight shows.
the first show was the worst we've ever played in this band's life. i mean, it was straight up AWFUL. i'm sure half of it was all the tension from tanking in new hampshire. the other half was prehaps all of us being pretty tired from hours of delays in airports......
anyway....things looked pretty grim that night. it was literally, a band falling apart at the seam. i wasn't sure if we were going to hold on.
that night, we made 30 dollars at the door, we played for the other bands and the bar staff......YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEE....
we all talked to each other randomly, and we flushed out some problems and hoped the next night would be better.
next night was a promotion for the radio station that loves us....we played better, but not awesome and we managed to clear about 380. that really brought our spirits up.
the next night proved that we still had it. we played as a band, a unit pulsing with the songs.....
we did about 450 that night so all in all, we're feeling great. spirits are high, and we're paying back the band faster then we thought we would.
our current plan is to start hitting the midwest and growing the fan base.
a search for a new label is on. we want another distro deal so we can maintain ownership of this record.
that's all for now.