These game of risk, she is no for the wuss, hey? We know these thing. Grazie.
How discouraging this business is! "You must go and pay for school! But oh yeah, you won't have a job when you get out. You must intern! But oh yeah, nobody's gonna let you intern unless you go and pay for school. You must buy this gears! But oh yeah, you won't have any time to use it working 3 jobs you'll need to pay for it all. You must give up! You must give up!"
How discouraging.
I know you guys are right, but I still feel like I'm trashing the only chance I'll get to work there. I still feel like I am being a "wuss", for lack of a more potent explative.
I still plan on talking to Jim tonight about exactly how "hands off" he'll be, or rather how "hands on" I'll be.
Meeting this much opposition to the idea has really made me think, really made me doubt myself. I'm often a sucker for self-doubt, so forgive me for trying to do something about it for once. Wulp, not this time, Wags, back to "you suck, dont even try!"
I'd like the record to show that I'd love nothing more than to come back in 2 weeks and make all of you put both feet in your
mouths, but it won't happen this time, I guess. Also, my band would rather I did it than Jim. They recorded with him last year a few weeks before I joined the band and weren't that happy with it. But I guess I'll be there this time to make sure everything goes "our" way.
You've all given sound, honest advice, and I truly thank you for it, I couldn't ask for more. But, in general, please think about how discouraging the higher-ups in recording are to lower-downs like me. Think about it sometime. It's fucked up, 'innit?
Thanks again.
-Wiggins
p.s. Thanks very much Dave, for the sticking-up-for-dumb-kids and all.